BLACK&WHITE

-Thursday, January 31, 2008 '

ROMANTIC PRINCESS IS NICE! HAHAHA! i didn notice that wuzun was sooooo charming. =x heh. andandand. ANGELA IS SUCHA GREAT SINGER! her voice is totally different from other female singers la. and, she had this song, C大调, and part of the song is adapted from my piano exam piece! (the part after the first chorus.) and i think it fits in perfectly! :D and, this time round, the male lead definitely looks better than the supporting male lead. HEH. ohya. EPISODE 7 MADE ME LAUGH LIKE MADDDDD. but sadly, it was nearly midnight already, and thus, i have to cover my mouth and control myself. TSK! otherwise, it would be superrrrr enjoyable. :D

ohya, i dont think this song is used in the drama itself. heh.

the storyline of the show is rather interesting. :D but i think the next episode is a rather sad one. ):

anw, i didn sleep well the last 2 nights. i had many many dreams the previous nights. everytime i woke up, and then fall asleep, its another dream already. there were about 10+ dreams in total, and i could only rmb 2 or 3. but all of them had one thing in common, they were all about my worries.

and last night, i dont rmb dreaming about anything. o.o for all i care, i know i was tossing and turning around on my boss. ohya, i couldnt wait for the next day to come, so i can continue watching ROMANTIC PRINCESS! ehehe.

anw, im gng school later. on the way there, im gng buy specs, and a piece of cake for each of the teachers who taught me in sec 4. hehe. i haven thank them yet. :D

OK! I SHALL GO WATCH ROMANTIC PRINCESS NOW! :D

1:57 AM;
&I'll let it all end here.

-Tuesday, January 29, 2008 '

i read sth so disgusting. really disgusting. HAH. dont ask me about it. i wont tell. :D

I BAKED COOKIES TODAY. specially for yiling. :D i think they're super nice. HEHE. she even ask me to bake, and sell them for the valentine's day thing. but nooooo. i wont sell. my cookies are priceless, and meant for only the people that i treasure. :D you can try asking me to make for you, if you think i'll make for you. otherwise you ask already, then i dont make, den you paiseh. LOL.

anw, i went out today. for piano lesson, and to go out. piano lesson was disastrous. =x i haven touch my piano for a week, becos of work. and my exam is in 2 mths time. OPPS. =x but anw, teacher told me a lot of things today. a lot of life stories with lessons to be learnt. and now, i wont be envious of other people anymore. whenever we gain something, we lose something. life is never perfect, nor are the people living their lives. one thing for sure is, i wont be envious anymore, and i wont get jealous anymore. (: ohya, i saw the pictures that my tcher took at america, and they are wonderful! perhaps im just over-reacting, cos ive never seen those places before. in other words, I SUAKU LA. HAHAHA.

after lesson, i headed out to meet yL. and we went bugis to shop for new clothes. my hunt wasnt very fruitful. i didn expect it to be fruitful either, since i didn want to buy a lot of clothes either. and im so disappointed la. ): but anw, i bought only 2 items. and they cost a total of 30dollars. heh.

and then we had vegetarian dinner at... I FORGOT WHERE. LOL. i treated her (i insisted. heh.) and then she treated me to ice cream (she insisted. heh.), so overall, i still treat her la. anw, its the thought that counts. :D

and then we went to boon lay shopping centre to get my contacts! I FINALLY GOT THEM AFTER SOSOSO LONG. and my eyesight worsened already. it became 575 degrees already. and still need to plus 50 degrees astigmatism. i dont know which eye la, but i know this is the worse one. the better eye i dont know. LOL. but, increase in 50 degrees over 2 years, still ok, HOR? HAHAHA.

and after that i went home. all these activities occupied me for my entire day. HEHE. im tired from all the walking. o.o

im gna shower, and then sleep already. NITES. :D

ohya.

HAPPY HAPPY 17TH BIRTHDAY YILING!

i hope you like the cookies! HEHE.

and may you grow fatter!

- ALVIN, THE BLOBBING CHIPMUNK. HAHA. :D

2:32 PM;
&I'll let it all end here.

-Monday, January 28, 2008 '

im confused again. because JC is coming back into the picture. somehow, i feel that they are trying to get me into THEIR preferred choice of school, which is JC. and then, a 3rd person comes in, and tells me to go JC. people who dont know my choice will ask,"you going JC or poly?". and then when i reply, they will go,"WHY?!?". typical reaction of many, except a few. im really glad that the few didn question so much, and instead help me make some decisions.

somehow, this small matter is being blown into a big one already. for once, i wish they could leave me alone. i dont need people to support me now. just go away laaa. i shld have just said,"i submit le", den i think they would care anymore.

when i think hard enough, i'll forget it. when i recall hard enough, i'll forget everything permanently. and i forgot what i wanna write for this entry, i mean, the main purpose of writing this entry. people who want me to go JC, please just go away. you're making me miserable. thank you. (:

read my mind please.

7:51 AM;
&I'll let it all end here.

- '

and once again, i face disapproval. i need someone to say,"hmmm, not bad leh. your choices. hehe." or sth like that, and not someone saying,"you better rethink your choices. rank them properly.", when ive already thought quite long, and they were the end results of my consideration.

please, understand me. you never even bother to ask why i placed them in the order that you disapprove so much. tsk.

2:30 AM;
&I'll let it all end here.

-Sunday, January 27, 2008 '

What Cynthia Means

You are very open. You communicate well, and you connect with other people easily.
You are a naturally creative person. Ideas just flow from your mind.
A true chameleon, you are many things at different points in your life. You are very adaptable.

You are a free spirit, and you resent anyone who tries to fence you in.
You are unpredictable, adventurous, and always a little surprising.
You may miss out by not settling down, but you're too busy having fun to care.

You are very intuitive and wise. You understand the world better than most people.
You also have a very active imagination. You often get carried away with your thoughts.
You are prone to a little paranoia and jealousy. You sometimes go overboard in interpreting signals.

You are a seeker. You often find yourself restless - and you have a lot of questions about life.
You tend to travel often, to fairly random locations. You're most comfortable when you're far away from home.
You are quite passionate and easily tempted. Your impulses sometimes get you into trouble.

You are truly an original person. You have amazing ideas, and the power to carry them out.
Success comes rather easily for you... especially in business and academia.
Some people find you to be selfish and a bit overbearing. You're a strong person.

You tend to be pretty tightly wound. It's easy to get you excited... which can be a good or bad thing.
You have a lot of enthusiasm, but it fades rather quickly. You don't stick with any one thing for very long.
You have the drive to accomplish a lot in a short amount of time. Your biggest problem is making sure you finish the projects you start.

You are usually the best at everything ... you strive for perfection.
You are confident, authoritative, and aggressive.
You have the classic "Type A" personality.

What's Your Name's Hidden Meaning?

i "koped" this from desmond's blog. HEH.

anw, i would like to thank the juniors for believing in me on thursday. im kinda touched by what yongxiang told me. (': thanks so much! (see below)

shortie says:
u know hor
shortie says:
we wait dere
shortie says:
we nvr c ur name
shortie says:
we also nervous lor
shortie says:
den i saw 2 ppl wih surname chong on X points
shortie says:
i alsodunno ur chi name
shortie says:
so i tot no hav leh

(this is wad yongxiang told me)

and i wanna thank toh liling for reassuring me last night. she made me feel right about going to poly, which i felt i shldnt be going at first. THANKS SO SO SO MUCH! :D

and i wanna thank yongxiang, for talking so much, and diverting away all my attention from all these JAE things. THANKS AH!

and lastly, THANKS CHIEN TENG AND KENNETH. you 2 enlightened me a lot. really. you guys made me think clearer. THANKS SO SO SO MUCH! :D

heres what chien teng said...

u be roadsweeper the future oso very good. u are doing a good to the society. living a simple life, a fulfilled and unregretful life. u do those funny high class job, got alot of backstabbing, and so on la.

-credits to chien teng. HEHE. :D

i was really impressed. but anw, thanks a lot! (:

ok, thats all for now. i think im gng sleep already. heh.

NITES PEOPLE. :D

3:16 PM;
&I'll let it all end here.

- '

went sch today. i wanted to discuss courses with the rest of the people. but in the end, we only talked about courses for less then half an hour.

but anw, THANKS KOK FOR THE TREAT. had breakfast at mac this morning, and i had hotcakes. i think the size of the hotcakes is smaller than before. o.o but of course, we (huanghao, kok, neko, me.) enjoyed talking a lot. i forgot most of it, except the ROYAL GAME part. its kinda sad to know that friends can kill each other in desperate times. tsktsktsk.

and as usual, i didn enjoy the band prac a lot. but i collected the money la. heh. left 15 more people to go. HEH.

and we went to have lunch at cu. and back to sch. and did a little of this and that. and then i went to select the courses that im interested in. HERE THEY ARE.

Accountancy
Financial Informatics
Human Resource Management with Psychology
Tourism & Resort Management
Food Science & Technology
Optometry
Clean Energy
Music & Audio Technology
Interior Design
(in order of appearance in the JAE book. HEH.)

and the JCs...
Anderson JC
Anglo-Chinese JC
Nanyang JC

the poly courses are all SP courses. but. i haven decided the order of the 12 choices. but i think most likely, the poly courses will come before the JC ones. heh.

and something funny happened during dinner today. i asked mama to gimme sth as a reward for good results. and then she asked my bro,"heng ah, wad did i give you for your o level results?" (heng is my bro's name that my mama usually use.) den my bro said,"oh, a car." i was puzzled. WHERE GOT CAR?!?!? den i turned to him, and he winked at me. tsktsktsk. how cheeky of him. he wants my mama to chng car, and so kinda used me to get a new one. he thot my mama would buy a car as a reward for me. LOL. my bro really entertaining. HAHA.

ok. im gng bathe. WHOOOOO~ OH. I WANT MY PAY! TSK!

what a terrible headache.

1:06 PM;
&I'll let it all end here.

-Saturday, January 26, 2008 '

i need reassurance. so desperately. but if i dont say it here. you guys wont know. gosh. i suddenly lost all my goals.

2:43 PM;
&I'll let it all end here.

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TODAY WAS AWFUL. Zzzz.

I left home for work, earlier than the previous 4 days. but, the 179 bus that i always take on these 4 days, (i mean the time the bus comes) came earlier too. and so i missed it. and then, for around 15mins, there was no bus. -.- and then, before i arrived at the interchange, kk called and said that the transport arrived already. O.O after alighting, i ran all the way. SERIOUSLY. i really ran. and then, in the middle of the bridge, the transport ran away. -.- and so, i strolled back to the interchange, to wait for the 251 bus.

many things happened on the bus. and im sorry for it now. =x i wasnt expecting myself to apologise at first. buden, after i cooled down, i realised im the unreasonable one. =x but anwwwww, i bet you didn know that i was kidding at first when i gave you the sian-diao look. HAHA. buden, i suddenly changed my mind and decided to sian-diao for real. heh.

i didn know where to alight, but thankfully, 2 guys on the bus were also working at hitachi, so when they alighted, i just follow suit. heh. they were friendly, but i didn know. they are friendlier than they look. perhaps im the one who thinks that everyone is unfriendly, before i ever talk to them. =x

and then started work. there were more breaks today. LOL. but anw, i hate recounts. recounts, make me feel like, the person who did the first count did an extremely poor job. I KNOW IM SAYING MYSELF. out of the recounts i did, at least 75% were from me and esther. even bs and john (bs's partner) got my recounts too. -.- but work wasnt enjoyable today. however, this experience felt somewhat like the tpjc experience. (not the un-enjoyable part, the knowing new people part. :D) and i realised that i havent made any friends/know new people since sec 3, if the tpjc and the hitachi people are not counted. =x

and then work ended, and we all went home. took a group photo with the more familiar people (esther, suzanna and xue en, including bs and kk). not gonna post yet. cos i dont have it yet. heh.

then bused home with kk. and listened to the ghost stories that suzanna told him. freakyyyyy. really. Lol. i even had goosebumps. =S

sometimes, people can be very predictable. for example, that. some people have already reacted in the way that i guessed they would. and because of that, i think little, or no people, actually understands me. deep down, its so agonising. but no one knows. how sad. tsktsktsk. no im not emo-ing. HAHA. anw, this kinda feeling is so unbearable, that i almost cried. if i hadnt held myself back, i'd already be crying. o.o

the one person who i could really talk to hasnt appear yet. because, i thot you would know, but sadly, you dont.

and now, even my dad is telling me to go jc. oh, just shut up.

another lengthy entryyyyy. ok, byeeeee. (maybe im gonna rewatch hana kimi to cheer myself up. HANA KIMI IS SUPERRR FUNNY. or maybe even hana yori dango season1. not season 2 though. season 2 is wayyyyy too painful for me to rewatch. its so painful to watch that i had a hard time struggling to complete the series. Lol.) BYEEEEE!

band tmr. YES IM GOING BACK. to talk serious stuffs. POLY COURSES AH. POLY POLY POLY!

1:36 PM;
&I'll let it all end here.

-Friday, January 25, 2008 '

my desperate attempt to stop my result from spreading to many other people, has failed. tsktsktsk. -shakes head- thanks to derek, kk and yL. -.- (how NICE of kk to actually blog it. -.-)

ok. my L1R5 is X points. (im still not gna blog it. HAHA.) the whole level knows that already. and my L1R4 is (X-2) points. HAHA. i want to go poly, singapore poly to be specific. BUT. my mama is psycho-ing me to go jc, just because my results are good. and now, im wavering already. because i, somewhat, do agree that its a waste to go poly with my results. if i were someone else, i would ask this cynthia to go jc. gosh.

now im stuck. but, the feeling of me wanting to go jc, is a bit only. really a bit. but im afraid it'll grow. Zzzzz. I WANNA TEAR AWAY THE PAGES OF THE JAE BOOKLET THAT IS RELATED TO JC.

yes yL, im in a dilemma. o.o people who wanna go poly, please come and psycho me. PLEASE PLEASE PRETTY PLEASE. cos im really very easy to be psycho-ed. jsut psycho me more than my mama does, and its alright already. THANKS!

oh btw, its nice talking to yongxiang. VERY NICE. kk, im so envious of you cos you have sucha great/nice/wonderful junior. :D

2:36 PM;
&I'll let it all end here.

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today, is definitely vvvvv different from the rest of this week. HAH.

firstly. work today was productive, i must say. actually, its VERY productive. i worked for only 2.5 hours, but i get 3-hour pay. the other half an hour is paid for us to eat. LOL! during OT oso like that. somemore the food is free. HAHA.

and then we went off to school.

paraded around a little. (LOL!) cos it was still too early. and then hanged out at the spiral staircase. and we waited for everyone to come. ohya. esther, resembles yumin sososososo much! not as in appearance. but as in the way she talk, and laugh. HAHA.

and then we gathered at the hall corridor. and talked to natalie for a while, with yL. and then we went into the hall, to listen to mdm oen's speech. and then, the announcing of msg.. OUR CLASS DID SOSOSO WELL FOR BOTH MATHS. siaofiao. the msg for emaths was like, 1.14? and the msg for amaths was like 1.43? I THINK SO! SO MADDDDD. buden, the sciences were a disappointment la. none of the msg were below 2. ANDANDAND. COMBINED HUMANS! WOW. OUR CLASS. HAHAHA! MS KWA SAVED US LAAAAA! YAY!

anw, im very very very satisfied with my results. i thot people who werent with me just now wont know, but, i guess they have a way now. Lol. im not gna blog it here though. if you dont know where to know my results, i wont tell. Lol. (OH DEREK. I KNOW IM YOUR IDOL NOW! =x )

and and and. THANKS SO MUCH FOR THE PEOPLE WHO WISHED ME GOOD LUCK! (AND THE PEOPLE WHO GAVE ME FALSE HOPE. LOL.) im really grateful for these wishes la. i really appreciate it a lot a lot. thou not a lot wished me, but im still happy to have their best wishes. (i literally forced some people to wish me all the best, but, anw, THANKS AH!)

i know i may seem like a hypocrite to other people, but seriously, i was worried. if you think im faking it all and whatever, go on. like i care. HAH. but one thing i know is, you're not my friend (and vice versa). (im not saying a particular someone, ehhhh, wait. maybe i am. HAHA.)

and then, we waited and waited. till i got so irritated. because of that. only 4 people know. HAHA. ask me if you wanna know. :D people are like a flock of sheep. i dont know how many times ive said this already. tsk. so irritating. im really pissed off by the fact that -. (again, ask me if you wanna know. Lol.)

but anw, i had a long chat with yL, yueyin, wanqin and yanlin. and, - is sucha mean &flirting bitch. ohya. shes super disgusting too. shes damn practical too. i hate practical people. they are those kinda people that come to you when they need you, and throw you aside when they have someone better. like, WHAT IS THIS?!? and they dare say that they're your friends. i feel so ashamed to have been acknowledged as a friend of yours. seriously. (again, ask me if you wanna know. HAH. but i wont tell some people.)

i finally rmb wad the phrase, that i forgot, was! its SPACING OUT. wth. i spent quite some time trying to rmb it when i forgot it when it was at the tip of my tongue. tsk. the feeling, of knowing that you have forgotten sth, really sucks. and the sucky-er part comes when you have a super hard time trying to rmb it. tsk.

OHYA. i wore my bro's SP biotech course-tee to sch today. ITS DARN CUTE. its all about pacman. HAHA. and i love wearing big baggy tees to work. :D

somehow, it feels like a dream today. everything seems so untrue, so dreamy. and im gna treat some people to ice-cream with my pay! how nice of me! HAHA.

ok. im gng bathe and then sleep. i didn sleep well yesterday. but i guess i can sleep well today. HAHA. thanks again for all the best wishes! i really appreciated all of it! :D

you changed so much, ya know? you're not as innocent anymore.
i dont like the way it is now.
i guess i got to - a little, to avoid some stuffs.
and i so wanna - - then.
i guess - - -.
please dont talk to me as if we super close friends, when we're not. because i dont like it.

ohya, -, -, - and -. i dislike you four. HAHA

12:39 PM;
&I'll let it all end here.

-Thursday, January 24, 2008 '

work today was not bad too. i like OT the most. cos, i partnered with bs, and its quite entertaining. HAHA. andandand. some of his ideas were really really very good. Lol. but anw, i really enjoyed hearing him complain about the HUGE amount of things we had to count. HE IS REALLY VERY FUNNY. HAHAHA.

and i got to know kk's new partner, after he left work. shes really very very friendly. i didn know shes called suzanna (from kk's blog), cos she told me shes susie/suzie. (=x i dont know.)

anw, i psycho-ed esther to go watch the jap version of hanakimi. heh. VVVVV NICE! :D click here for the series in short parts, or here, for the series in episodes. but for the episodes one, you'll need to download veohtv. heh.

anw. i thot tmr need to wear full-u, from what i knew from bs. so i asked kk to confirm. and guess wad he replied. Bs bluff u la. He tot u gt eight brains instead of one. =.= TSK!

results gna come out tmr. im gng sleep. at least im gna try to sleep. or i can start counting whatever-that-i-can-get-hold-of-to-count. smsing people makes me more at ease. chatting with people about tmr, MAKES ME SO NERVOUS. i wasnt that nervous on monday. paiseh ah. i laggggg. bs not anxious YET. so he laggy-er. but anw, partnering with him is not bad, today. i like his working pace. Lol.

OKKKKK. NITES PEOPLE. ALL THE BEST TO ME, AND ALL MY FRIENDS WHO TOOK O LEVELS LAST NOVEMBER, AND ALL MY HMT JUNIORS WHO TOOK THE CHINESE O LEVELS LAST NOVEMBER TOO. ALL THE BEST. WISH ME LUCK PEOPLE. I REALLY NEED IT. (:

2:43 PM;
&I'll let it all end here.

-Wednesday, January 23, 2008 '

WORK WASNT BAD AT ALL TODAY. my partner didn't come (i think he quitted). and so i got paired up with this indian (at first). cos his partner didn come too. buden, before everything, i got to know esther, an ex-fuhuanite. shes the same age as my bro. Lol. what a coincidence. so i paired up with her. and i got to know kk's partner, xue en. they're both very nice people. :D

i talked a lot more today. and this caused my work to be slower than yesterday. anw, team C (the team im in) really are quite bad at physical counting. our recount team are like, following me wherever esther and i went. (which means we really dont know how to count.) =x after teabreak, we went over to help out team A/B, i dont know which one. HEH.

and i worked overtime today. heh. the 1.5X pay, really made me go for it. the team leaders and supervisor are real nice la. the food there are nice too. :D i like the tofu served in lunch. super delicious. :P

anw. im tired. im gng bathe, and then sleep. maybe one episode of darker than black later. well, see first. heh.

boring entry today. cos its about work. Lol. so nothing really interesting la. perhaps thursday? or saturday? or sunday? Lol. i dont know.

12:45 PM;
&I'll let it all end here.

-Tuesday, January 22, 2008 '

WORKED TODAY. ok, i will never tell my parents things like "work only what, no big deal". NEVER AGAIN. they make it seem like work is so easy. but actually, stock-taking is quite easy. only that it wears people out mentally.

i dislike the idea of being separated and splitted into groups/pairs. really. kok was the one alone in team B, while bs and i were in team C. all the teams were then splitted into A1, A2, B1, B2 and blahblah. bs and i got splitted up. and then, the splitted teams were splitted even more into pairs. i was paired with this guy called justin. kk and bs kinda enjoy talking to their partners. i didnt even chat with justin. the only thing we spoke was "this one, 5. this one, 8...", which is all about stock-taking. the only time we laughed was, when i couldnt take the squatting down and kneeling down anymore, and i had to sit on a chair to count. i sat down with a sigh. probably thats amusing? i dont know. Lol. but anw, HOW TO TALK WHILE STOCK-TAKING? i cant count and talk at the same time. i cant multi-task. -.-

i look forward to teabreaks, lunch and the time when we get off work. thats when we no need to touch the equipment, and i can be with/talk to someone im familiar with (bs and kk). :D

i'll hold on. till friday. and then i'll get my moneyyyyy. HAHA. mama and papa say i have to treat the whole family to eat sth with my first pay. and i said,"ok. everyone one meepok lo. $2.50 nia." HAHA. and im gonna get my contacts, regardless of everything!

RESULTS COMING OUT ON THURSDAY. 24th january 2008.

oh. im so tired. at least i need not stare at the ceiling for 1 hour before going into lalaland.

I SIMPLY CANT WAIT FOR KUROSAGI THE MOVIE AND HANA YORI DANGO THE FINAL TO COME OUT! (i hope the hana yori dango final is not as boring/unappealing as the anime version. oh btw. i didn watch hana yori dango the anime. the graphics really was no good. so i didn watch. o.o )

oh btw, thats a damn interesting pic from kurosagi. HAHAHAHAHA.

OK. BYEBYE.

12:50 PM;
&I'll let it all end here.

-Monday, January 21, 2008 '

i had a dream that made me worry about tmr's work. tsktsktsk. its not a nightmare thou. i dreamt that we all got lost under the aunty's lead to the transport area. then dont know go to this ulu area, where we can see some HDB flats, and trees could be seen at around 100m away. but, theres this tree that stood out a lot, and it looked different from the rest. den the aunty say something like "that tree wasnt supposed to look like that", or "there shldnt be any tree". i forgot which one she said. well anw, we were supposed to go to boonlay interchange (which is easy to go), but we ended up lost.

and another dream was also about work. it includes more or less the same few people. it wasnt a good dream either. i dreamt that we all forgot we had work. =x

maybe this is a bad omen for tmr. =S

i now have no idea what to watch. HAHA. maybe i shld try those that people dont watch. like those unappealing titles one. heh.

4:09 AM;
&I'll let it all end here.

-Sunday, January 20, 2008 '

I FINISHED HANA YORI DANGO! BOTH SEASON 1 & 2! HAHAHAHA. sososo nice. i like the ending. :D but scarly, the elaborated version of the ending may be like wad i learnt from kurosagi. =S im now waiting for the movie to come out. when is summer ah? they say its coming out in 2008 summer. o.o

i finished hana yori dango before 11am. and i really had nothing else to do. cos i didn go to school as planned. my parents were making a big fuss about me going back to school. -.- and they didn believe my reason to go. they said i should just admit that i wanna go there and play, instead to giving excuses. -.- wth. my reasons were real. and i didn intend to play either. i intended to go, do my things, and go home. but they didn believe. -.-

and so, after stoning for an hour, i went to wipe my cupboards again. -.- and i was told to pick the veggies, (you know, choose this, pluck that, and throw away unwanted things.) for the dishes for lunch. but i got really mad cos of sth. and so i stomped off, and went to wash my hands. and i continued to stone. -.-

then i onlined, and watch a few this and that. and then had dinner, and went out, to shop.

now im exhausted. i wonder how im going to last through the 9hours at work. maybe i'll faint. =x HAHA.

I THINK HANAZAKARI NO KIMITACHI E AND HANA YORI DANGO ARE THE BEST JDRAMAS IVE EVER WATCHED! :D AND HANAZAKARI NO KIMITACHI E HAS THE BEST VOCAL-LESS INSERT SONG EVERRR!

dont mind the jap words. i dont understand it either. HAHA. :D

2:43 PM;
&I'll let it all end here.

-Saturday, January 19, 2008 '

IM HOOKED ONTO HANA YORI DANGO. HEH. so nice! ok, i know ive been saying all the dramas are nice everything i watch, but im not lying. :D and i didn complete the season last night, as i expected. but nevermind, im left with only half an episode to go, then its SEASON 2!
OH HOHOHO. after that, im gonna watch the anime. HEH. im not gonna watch Dgrayman for a long time, then next time, i can watch many at one shot! (i may need to rewatch to recap though. =x)

ohya. and yesterday. i msged bs, to ask him help me do sth. here it goes..

Eh. Later when you take bus hor, can you check how much money is deducted per ride? I think our ez-link become adult de already leh.
Wa lao. This time you slower than me sia. Haha. Our fare has become adult fare 3 days ago?
REALLY AH. Walao. Waste money leh. That means those times that i didn tap at the exit deduct a lot of money. {$.$}
Haha. Yea!
Tsk. i feel so cheated... (theres still more things, but not related this anymore. heh.)

Green is me and Blue is bs. notice how short his replies are. tsktsktsk. maybe hes busy mapling. HAHA.

i changed my blog song already. now its an insert song from hana kimi (jap version). SUPER NICE. HAHA. its like my favourite no vocals insert song ever! YAY! siaofiao. -.- i really love it being very jap style at the chorus. HEHE. YAY FAY!

im gonna buy peanut cakes tmr. to band. YES IM GOING TMR. cos i got sth to do. Lol. at least better than staring at the band for 3 to 4 hours. peanut cakes, anyone? (KOK YOU WANT?)

i guess you're fcking happy about overwhelming me in guilt. trying to make me miserable, shows that you lead a miserable life as well. how sad. but anw, im not talking to you anymore. you're not worth a single bit of my attention. seriously. im not mad anymore. im just kinda shock, that people like you can actually exist in this world. maybe you're bored or whatever. but i dont care. i wont give a damn anymore. and lastly, fcking go away.

ohya. HAPPY BIRTHDAY KOK. i was just too lazy to blog yesterday. well, i know you enjoyed yourself anw. HEH.

1:37 AM;
&I'll let it all end here.

-Thursday, January 17, 2008 '

-BLOB- HAHA.

watched hanakimi (jap version) at home today. i chiong really fast leh. i started last night, at 10pm +. i watched 2 episodes. then today, before i went out, i watched 8 episodes. now im left with the last 2 episodes. HEH. I WANNA KNOW HOW COME ALL SUPPORTING LEAD ACTORS LOOK BETTER THAN LEAD ACTORS! tsk. if the supporting actors had the lead role, i bet the ending of all dramas would cause people to drool. HAHA. cos the lead role (who would be good-looking) would eventually end up with the female lead character. so, a wonderful pair is created! HAHA.

HANAKIMI!

anw. i dont want to go band anymore. i mean fsmb. shant explain here. i'll only go when theres alumni practices. i think i'll miss out tons of fun, and blahblah. but nevermind. i dont mind missing them out, if its because of that. sooooo, SEE YOU GUYS WEEKLY/FORTNIGHTLY/MONTHLY/WHENEVER THERES ALUMNI PRAC. :D

ohya. have you ever wonder what happened to cinderella? it may seem like a happily ever after. but, what i learnt from kurosagi definitely wasnt that. in the end, because of the status difference between cinderella and her prince charming, the prince charming had an extra-marital affair. and you know what happens la. it isnt a "happily ever after" anymore. this tells us that, humans only believe what we want to believe. and if everything is nice, no one would go on and think further. -sigh-

TATA FOR NOW. :D

1:11 PM;
&I'll let it all end here.

-Wednesday, January 16, 2008 '

dedicated to yongxiang. in the pic, its a flying you. LOL. and i happen to come across that video. and i thot it was really cute. DONT ASK ME WADS THE LANGUAGE. cos i seriously have no idea, and dont know wad its saying either. enjoy! (ohya, it took me less than 10 minutes to find it. :D )

1:28 PM;
&I'll let it all end here.

- '

i finished kurosagi! YAY! ITS SO NICE. im lazy to blog the details. HEH. im looking forward to the movie. HEH. its coming to the theatres in march2008. i mean the theatres in japan. hopefully, a kind soul will subb it and upload it. :D the supporting female character is a sucky friend. tsk. i definitely wont wanna have a friend like that. nevertheless, yamapi was CUTE AND FUNNY!

OHYA. i learnt something from this jdrama. HEH. laws cant protect people. tsk. yet people still look up to it. things like swindling in the drama. throwing the criminals into prison wont return the money to the swindled victims. how sad. and. laws are just excuses or nice words that can reassure people. -sigh- andandand. swindling is definitely no easy job. it requires tons of planning to make it perfect. Lol. im not gonna become a criminal la. i really awed by the male lead (thou its just acting la.), but if it was real, i think hes a genius. HEHEHE.

and i was a bit irritated just now. tsk. people cant get their facts right before saying me. my anger goes away in 5 minutes, or maybe lesser. but, im reminded of it rather easily. tsk.

half-truth. half of me.

1:17 PM;
&I'll let it all end here.

-Tuesday, January 15, 2008 '

tohliling. i thot you miss me a lot. (from wad kk told me.) but, its not true. sigh. i got miss you la. okok. next time i will go jjc find you. and i wanna see the other cynthia. HAHAHA.

conclusion: I MISS ZHUO. LI. LING. HAHAHA. (copying mrs chia.) LALALA.

1:38 PM;
&I'll let it all end here.

- '

heres a few things i did at home today. HEH.

watched the last episode of nobuta wo produce.
watched Boku wa Imoto ni Koi wo Suru (movie).
watched the first episode of Kurosagi.
wiped some shelves.

yea. these are the main ones. i wiped shelves, not because i like it. its because chinese new year is coming. i sooooo dont want to do it again. next year. im gonna ask bro to do it. because there are some miniature statues/figurines of gods. and i think its a bit creepy to wipe it. and also, im scared that a spider will jump out anytime. YES, IM AFRAID OF SPIDERS. i haven finish wiping though. tmr have to continue. -.-

then i went to school. i feel quite stupid/dumb. before i even step into the school, i already saw the band people coming out. that means band prac has ended. o.o and i wanted to play the piccolo. -.- i went too late la. it takes me at least half an hour to reach sch. and i went out only at 5pm. band prac usually ends at 6pm, but it ended earlier today. but anw, i still feel stupid. -.- i shld have watch lesser shows online and wipe shelves earlier.

den i went to jp with MIFEN and ruiyang. ruiyang got his deathnote stuffs, and then had to go home first. ohya. then we saw chienWEI (HEHEHE. :D) and zexian. everything was done within one hour, and we went home.

i watched shouzu 2. and then when it ended, theres preview mah. then my bro spotted a funny part. i saw it too. and then he chuckled/giggled (even when the preview is over and my dad is watching news already). and then i asked "eh, you laugh wad?". and then he said," you didn see meh? that yinsha, like mad one. SO FUNNY!". and guess what he did.. HE IMITATED YINSHA'S MAD ACTION TO SHOW ME HOW MAD SHE WAS. HAHAHAHA. then i was laughing my head off. and my parents were like,"both of our children have something wrong...". IT WAS DAMN FUNNY. sometimes i really cant stand my bro ah. HAHAHA.

i shall go watch my kurosagi nowwwww. HEH. vincci is at camp. no one is talking to me online. o.o OHHHH. CHIEN TENG. TAG ME MORE. DONT TAG KOK SO MUCH. :D

i feel so bad, for what i've done. but apparently, you dont seem to care.

12:50 PM;
&I'll let it all end here.

- '

I FINISHED NOBUTA WO PRODUCE. and i didn know that the 2 male leads sang the theme song. -.- ahya. anw, i cried la. cos the last part super duper touching. the 2nd last episode too. super touching.

AND I LOVE AKIRA! WOOOOO! -drooling- HAHA. :D

3:40 AM;
&I'll let it all end here.

-Monday, January 14, 2008 '

HAHAHA. HI DEREK! so cute hor. :D
dont shy laaaaaaa. :D
HAHA HEHE HOHOHOHOHO!

1:48 PM;
&I'll let it all end here.

- '

TODAY WAS FUN. HAHAHAHA. i met vincci and kkq at jp's mac. and then luncheon came along. and they started to poke each other. and then they jumping on their seats, cos of the poking. (if you get what i mean. heh.) and they were squirming like worms. LOL. vincci and i were laughing our heads off. HAHAHA. its super funny if you see it. HAHAHA.

and then we went to the library. at first only the 4 of us. so quite quiet. BUDEN. later more people came. den it was so noisy. o.o teaching kkq matrices was ok la. the thing i really wanna complain about is his handwriting. tsktsktsk. so messy. and then kk came and took over to teach him physics, while i stoned.

they are definitely funny and interesting la. and its enjoyable to be with them. buden, library leh. i think its a bit too much. well anw, kk and i got a bit pissed off, and we went upstairs, to the children's story telling section corner to talk. i forgot to tell him sth. -.- quite long i think.

and then we went home. we didn expect the KIDS to leave without us la. HAHA. but anw. its ok. HEH. the next time i see you guys. you die. HAHAHAHA.

im going to watch nobuta wo produce now. HEHE. its super nice la. LALALALA.

i like that akira, the guy on the left. HES SUPER COMICAL LA. hes like forever drunk, but nevertheless, he was a nice friend. :D

thats akira on the left. thats how comical he can be. LOL. and the way he carry his bag, is damn funny la. its those shoulder bags, but then, he carried it in a way like its a bagpack. one strap for each shoulder.

yes. thats the way he carries his bag. LOL.

and this is how drunk he can be after drinking soya bean milk.

COMICAL EH?

HAHAHAHA.

OKOK. i'll go watch the last 2 episodes now. :D

next time i'll rmb to check what i type in msn chatlogs. minor typos are ok, but, i MUST look out for those MAJOR ones. hor chien teng? HAHA.

1:35 PM;
&I'll let it all end here.

-Sunday, January 13, 2008 '

i went to tpjc yesterday. and im quite happy to make melissa shocked. :D yes, im mad. ehhhhh. i kinda enjoy it la. i enjoy 70%. for the 30% that i dont enjoy, i wont say here. but if you ask me, i'll tell. :D but i dont regret going la. oh. my sight reading sucks. a lot. HAHA. the journey back home felt superrrr fast. as compared to the journey to tpjc. i dont think im going back anytime soon thou. im sorry i had to leave in a rush yesterday, not i dont want wait ah. =x

and i didn manage to reach home by 9pm. i even ran for the mrt. -.- who runs for the mrt? Lol. ive never seen one. and i was panting a little on the train. -.- -.- -.- ohya, i reached home 10minutes late. they didn even bother. -.- and that made me think, why did i bother running so much? tsk.

and i chatted with natalie on phone for 1 and a half hours. you know, things i shldnt be writing here. HAHA. and then it was 11pm already. EHEHEHE. i like to talk to her on phone la. in real life too. :D it has been ages since i chatted so long on phone already.

so, this morning i went to sch, again. and did maths in the band store. so that i could teach kkq. but i didn manage to teach him thou. and i played piccolo again! i wonder if theres any other wind instrument smaller than the piccolo. maybe its even cute. :D and then mama wanted me home. -.- and so, i passed kkq the notes i did for him, lunched and went home.

when i reached home, i read the papers, den stoned on a chair, chewing bubblegum, for an hour. cos i really had nth to do. tsk. then they still asked me to go home. tsk. wads wrong with going out? and wads wrong with going to sch? -.- i really dont get it. its not like im mixing with bad company. the people i mix with are nice people lo. -.-

andandand. i really dont understand how some parents can bear to insult their children. dont ask me what it actually is. cos i forgot already. this kinda things, im be happier not remembering them. i feel so alone at home. theres nothing that interests me, and nothing for me to get engaged in. how sad. i can actually spend my entire day in the balcony, using the computer when im at home. yes, boring. but i'll be alright as long people dont irritate me and start saying me and start insulting me.

whatever it is. i dont like to stay at home. i wonder, if that makes me a child who has been brought up badly.

inferior, out of place.

8:49 AM;
&I'll let it all end here.

-Friday, January 11, 2008 '

im soooooo upset. cos i D.grayman 65 subbed is still not out. i waited for nearly 2 weeks already. -.-

faster get subbed and be uploaded! :D

2:28 PM;
&I'll let it all end here.

- '

was rotting at home just now. tsk. vincci's sms, was sooo late. heh. but anw, i went out at 4.25pm. :D went to the band store. (with hopes of practicing flute.) buden, i only played arnd 30 minutes, and i had to go. -.- waste my time. hah.

well anw, something FUNNY happened on my trip to sch. HEH. when the bus was near the stop that i was supposed to alight, i stood up, and wanted to go press the bell. i wanted to grab this pole. i thot i saw a pole, and i reached out for it. buden, there was no pole. and my hand was swimming in the air for a few seconds. den when i realised there was no pole, i got stunned/shocked, and then the bus jerked, and my hand moved. guess wad, i accidentally grabbed this bangla's curly hair. Lol. i couldnt stop laughing from the bus stop to school la. thou i was alone. -.- i had to control myself, which i failed terribly at. and i ended up bursting in laughter the moment i saw vincci. HEH.

and den when we bused home, there was this ah ma who keep saying secondary school students this and that. Lol. she said us cos we dont want to sit down on the empty seats in bus. tsk. not all like that wad. TSK. sososo infuriating. we dont want those scattered empty seats, cos we all wanna sit together la. -.- she say us like that. i can also say old people like to sit in a way they take up 2 seats, or sit on the outer seat, leaving the inner one empty, or sit on one seat, den put plastic bags on another seat. -.- den i can also mean im not referring to all lo. tsk. she 吃饱没事做ah. and then chien wei didn mean to touch (TOUCH ACCIDENTALLY HOR. chien wei didn even realise lo.) her bag of fruit juice, den she asked to move his elbow away. -.- i think shes wayyyyy worse than secondary school students. shes not even fit to comment about us. TSK.

i shld have grabbed her hair. HAHAHHA.

oh anw. i finished watching COFFEE PRINCE. ending was rather abrupt thou. i expected to see the 2 leads getting married. HAHA. its still a thumbs-up for this drama. :D so go watch. :D

im looking forward to tmr. HEH. but somehow, the more i look forward to sth, i get disappointed more in the end. -sigh- so maybe i'll try to control myself (yesssss, again. -.- ). HAH.

you're a dislikeable super glue. sooooo worth disliking, and yet soooo sticky. -.-

i dont speak fluent english. -.-

12:28 PM;
&I'll let it all end here.

- '

another sleepless night. and this time, i was bugged by a mosquito. when it landed on my arm (yes, i felt it.), i pat it gently, so that i could get rid of it, by not killing it. i felt that it was rather "fat". it must have sucked a lot of my blood already. -.- but when i woke up in the morning, it wasnt on the floor, since i swept it off my arm after patting it last night. Lol. ahya. whatever. i got 5 or 6 mosquito bites. o.o

mama said i got a patch of hairless spot on my head. I DIDN KNOW MY HAIRFALL PROBLEM WAS THIS SERIOUS. O.O -cries- i shld really start worrying lesser. T.T and i must go to bed either with little or no worries. -.-

-waiting for vincci's good news at 2pm- :D

i think this is cute. LOL.

i really dislike you 3. tsk.

1:59 AM;
&I'll let it all end here.

-Thursday, January 10, 2008 '

i was talking to yL about her encounter with this pri sch kid, because of her big bag. HAHA. I THINK ITS REALLY FUNNY. :D

HELLO, says:
this corp. pri kid told her fren
HELLO, says:
WAH LAO HER BAG SO BIG HOW TO CROSS
HELLO, says:
YOU CROSS LA!
HELLO, says:
:/
HELLO, says:
obnoxiousssssssssssssss
HELLO, says:
zzz
funk` d says:
you "tsk" back la
funk` d says:
lol.
HELLO, says:
I pushed my bag to the front and said
HELLO, says:
you wanna cross u cross
HELLO, says:
sooooo pissed off la
funk` d says:
LOL.
HELLO, says:
my first bus ride of the yr
HELLO, says:
so ruined
funk` d says:
SMACK THAT STUPID KID'S HEAD LA
funk` d says:
HAHA
HELLO, says:
I CANT
HELLO, says:
SHE'S TOOOOO SHORT
funk` d says:
MAKE HER STUPIDER
HELLO, says:
CANT EVEN SEE HER FACE
funk` d says:
AWWWW.
HELLO, says:
LMAO
funk` d says:
pull her hair den
funk` d says:
HAHAHA
HELLO, says:
LOLLL
HELLO, says:
SHORT HAIR
HELLO, says:
LMAO
HELLO, says:
I cant rmb her fac ela
HELLO, says:
didnt even bother to look at her
HELLO, says:
but i recognise her damn voice
HELLO, says:
i think i took the same bus as her today again
HELLO, says:
tsk
funk` d says:
next time she does this again
funk` d says:
you pull her hair
funk` d says:
den you say
funk` d says:
"ni gou le ma?"
funk` d says:
HAHAH
funk` d says:
i think she'll cry
funk` d says:
LOL.
HELLO, says:
HAHAHHA
HELLO, says:
NEXT TIME
HELLO, says:
I'LL JUST BRING A BIGGGGGGGGGER BAG
HELLO, says:
LOL
funk` d says:
ehhh.
funk` d says:
no
funk` d says:
you shld bring a longer bag
funk` d says:
den as you walk
funk` d says:
you sweep it across their head
funk` d says:
mess up all their hair
funk` d says:
HAHA
HELLO, says:
HAHAHHAHA
HELLO, says:
SIAO FIAO
HELLO, says:
LOLLL

and i chatted with vincci for around 3 hrs like that. not sian leh. LOL. i didn know hes sooooo interesting. HOR VINCCI? and he thot that cultural night was some sort of secondary sch competition. HAHAHAHA. i almost laughed my head off. HAHAHAHA.

[b]｢ XLVII ｣[/b] No right path. says:
huh. cultural night u all can play ah. LOL
[b]｢ XLVII ｣[/b] No right path. says:
i tot is sec bands?
funk` d says:
we play on our own
funk` d says:
LOL.
funk` d says:
no la
funk` d says:
cultural night
funk` d says:
is our sch's aesthetic concert.
funk` d says:
HAHA.
[b]｢ XLVII ｣[/b] No right path. says:
HUH . -.-.
[b]｢ XLVII ｣[/b] No right path. says:
i dun understand. LOL
funk` d says:
that means
funk` d says:
cultural night
funk` d says:
is fuhua's concert
funk` d says:
band
funk` d says:
co
funk` d says:
choir
funk` d says:
english drama
funk` d says:
all those things
[b]｢ XLVII ｣[/b] No right path. says:
ohh.
[b]｢ XLVII ｣[/b] No right path. says:
denden. but other schs oso got right?
[b]｢ XLVII ｣[/b] No right path. says:
but is not like syf rite. sch after sch perform
[b]｢ XLVII ｣[/b] No right path. says:
lol ._.
[b]｢ XLVII ｣[/b] No right path. says:
i nvr go cultural night be4. so i dunno :X
funk` d says:
lol.
funk` d says:
dont have other sch de
funk` d says:
is only fuhua
funk` d says:
fuhua sec
[b]｢ XLVII ｣[/b] No right path. says:
RELI AH
funk` d says:
at SP convention hall
funk` d says:
YEA
[b]｢ XLVII ｣[/b] No right path. says:
LOL!
[b]｢ XLVII ｣[/b] No right path. says:
I TOT CULTURAL NIGHT. IS. A COMPETITION LEH
[b]｢ XLVII ｣[/b] No right path. says:
omg -.-.
funk` d says:
NO LA
funk` d says:
LOL!!!!!
funk` d says:
SIAO FIAO
funk` d says:
eh
[b]｢ XLVII ｣[/b] No right path. says:
chehhh -.-.
[b]｢ XLVII ｣[/b] No right path. says:
?
funk` d says:
you thot it was sec sch band competition ah?
[b]｢ XLVII ｣[/b] No right path. says:
yaaaa -.-.
[b]｢ XLVII ｣[/b] No right path. says:
mini competition. LOL
[b]｢ XLVII ｣[/b] No right path. says:
cos.
[b]｢ XLVII ｣[/b] No right path. says:
got gold all these ma
[b]｢ XLVII ｣[/b] No right path. says:
den i tot is competition -.-
funk` d says:
LOL!
funk` d says:
got meh?
[b]｢ XLVII ｣[/b] No right path. says:
DUN HAVE AH
funk` d says:
wad gold?
[b]｢ XLVII ｣[/b] No right path. says:
LOL
funk` d says:
LOL.
[b]｢ XLVII ｣[/b] No right path. says:
for cultural night
funk` d says:
NO LA!
funk` d says:
LOL!
[b]｢ XLVII ｣[/b] No right path. says:
zz. ok
[b]｢ XLVII ｣[/b] No right path. says:
ok
[b]｢ XLVII ｣[/b] No right path. says:
i know alr. LOL -.-.
funk` d says:
o.o
funk` d says:
where you hear from one?
funk` d says:
who give you wrong info?
funk` d says:
tsk
[b]｢ XLVII ｣[/b] No right path. says:
dunno leh -.-.
funk` d says:
i go whack that person for you.
[b]｢ XLVII ｣[/b] No right path. says:
UMUM
[b]｢ XLVII ｣[/b] No right path. says:
XUNYAN
funk` d says:
LOL.
[b]｢ XLVII ｣[/b] No right path. says:
LOL!!!
[b]｢ XLVII ｣[/b] No right path. says:
go whack go whack
funk` d says:
LOL.
funk` d says:
you.
funk` d says:
know
funk` d says:
im
funk` d says:
intending
funk` d says:
to
funk` d says:
post
funk` d says:
this
funk` d says:
chatlog
funk` d says:
on
funk` d says:
my
funk` d says:
blog
funk` d says:
HAHAHA
funk` d says:
HA
funk` d says:
HA
funk` d says:
HA
[b]｢ XLVII ｣[/b] No right path. says:
POST LO. HAHA
[b]｢ XLVII ｣[/b] No right path. says:
rofl
funk` d says:
LOL

WAHAHAHA. so fun. :D

4:19 PM;
&I'll let it all end here.

- '

HAPPY HAPPY 16TH BIRTHDAY DEREK!

may you grow taller. :D

may you become cuter. :D

and may you become more handsome! :D

(i shall leave the last one i wrote on your card out. HEHEHE. :D )

(credits to kok's blog. HEH.)

[YOU'RE SO DAMN CUTE YA KNOW?]

3:53 PM;
&I'll let it all end here.

- '

i had piano lesson in the morning again today. heh. today's lesson was rather fruitful. HEH. cos tcher kept saying encouraging stuffs. :D i like. HEHE. as long as dont praise me can already. i'll get HAO LIAN, and i'll stop practicing. thats me. heh.

den i went home. eat lunch, get money, and i went out again.

next time i wont watch "just for laughs" on the bus (when im alone) anymore. tsk. i simply cant control myself. i have to laugh, or giggle a little. but thank goodness, i was sitting at the very last seat. otherwise, i think many people would have seen this mad girl laughing away. Lol. buden, if im with someone, i can still say "eh, very funny leh" to him/her. at least he/she will laugh along with me. heh.

went jp to get sth for derek. :D (i went alone. o.o) and i was rather indecisive. cos there was no one with me to give me advice/opinion/comment. Lol. den i got him this mini wallet, and i went to sch.

miss chong was there rather early. heh. den i talked to her. i asked her about poly courses la. cos im losing interest in accountancy already. my interest is those concerned with creativity one, den she say quite hard to go into the market. true. heh. people may think its weird asking a conductor all these la, but ms chong super nice. shes soooo motherly to all of us. :D

den there was this new girl in flute. and then, then some of the ex-sec4s joined in to play seventh night of july. den play awhile, and then dismissed already. and i went to give derek his birthday present. and then went shing's hse to return her the pair of socks i borrowed from her. LOL. and then bused home.

results are coming out soon. really soon. i think im working, so i wont be getting my results. i'll only be getting my results after work that day. Lol. i like that. heh. cos, i prefer getting my results in a quieter surrounding. with no pressure. and whether its good or bad, i can laugh or cry all i want. i want it to be like that, my desired way of getting results. :D

and when i speak the truth, they suspect that i lie. tsk. fine. go on. then i keep quiet, or i give cold shoulder lo. den you say i have bad attitude. like, HELLO. saying my attitude is bad doesnt make yours any better. yes, i have a bad attitude, only when you do things that piss me off. otherwise, why would i give you this kinda attitude? im not that childish, thinking that this kinda game is fun. and when i ask things nicely, when have you ever answered nicely? -recalls hard- like NEVER. when i ask, i take it that you assumed that im stupid in that area, and are trying to show off how knowledgeable you are, since you speak in that oh-im-so-clever-and-you're-so-not manner. whatever. i wont give a damn anymore. im sick of it already.

oh. how. dis. gust. ing. i. cant. stand. you.

3:21 PM;
&I'll let it all end here.

-Wednesday, January 09, 2008 '

went out for a while just now. less than 2 hours. and i was back home playing maple. heh.

I DEFAMED SOMEONE IN MAPLE TODAY. HAHAHA. yes, im mad. :D sooo thrilling ok. i had to prepare my getaway nicely. so, before i actually defamed him, i moved my cursor over the buttons that i will soon press. i practiced a few times. AND THEN I DID IT. i defamed the person out of fun partially, the other reason was to help kok get his revenge. Lol. i wonder if other people do the same thing as i do when they defame someone. HAHAH. but it really was quite silly, and you'll be laughing your heads off if you're sitting beside me. heh.

ohya, yesterday, when i went home after passing yL my sch skirt, i was kiap-ed by the lift door. my fats saved me. :D but i wont die if i was any thinner. Lol. but i wont rush into a lift like that anymore, after hearing wad they said on the bus last night. -shivers-

oh. something happened today. X was doing this. and then, Y came over to disturb. X became very angry and irritated, and yelled at Y. Y doesnt think that he/she is wrong, and continues to complain. tsk. i dislike people like Y. wrong already, still dont want admit. somemore, still keep saying blahblahblah, as if the other part is at fault like that. tsk.

excuses. you just cant accept it, right?

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HOHOHO. chien teng says my blog is interesting to read. LOL. i didn know that. maybe because no one tags at my haloscan. either they're lazy to wait for it to load or they dont know its existence. HAHA. HI CHIEN TENG! -waves frantically-

went for alumni band yesterday. yesterday was the first time i went as an alumni (in home clothes), and the first alumni prac of the year. but its a bit disappointing la. there were only 11 people in total. no perc, no trombone. other than the clarinets, all the sections only had one alumni each. o.o and so we played seagate, noah's ark, la storia, danse diabolique, the simpsons ( =S), first suite in Eb. and think still got one more, but i simply cant remember. clarence said we have to wait for the main band to get gold before the alumni have more people. LOL. a bit true thou. and im irritated by that.

and we had dinner/supper at cu after that. and we bused home. they talked about ghosts. -.- and it revolved around places near our home, which are our lifts and stairs. o.o that made me scared enough to want to call my mama to fetch me. but my dad hung up the phone when i said im reaching home already, cos he was mad i reached home so late, and also, mad at me for my phone bill. the other time i said i no more free sms, and call. but i still continue to use. and then, my phone bill was a whopping $50 dollars. -.- i never hit so high before. the highest was $30+. o.o

ohya. i think the smileys of nokia's phone suck. sososo digusting. LOL. thou i dont know how to make la. HAHA. buden. my previous louya Sony ericsson k700i's one is nicer, simpler. thou the phone was sooooo retarded. its was soooo retarded to the extent that the battery thing on the screen showed "charging" when i already removed the plug. and that continued until the day the battery went flat.

yes, another wordy entry. i dont think its interesting anw. Lol.

Gb minor, i hate you. ohya, not forgetting you and you too. i hate you 3. :D

2:09 AM;
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-Tuesday, January 08, 2008 '

i so dont feel well now. sleepness nights always give me a headache. i was unable to sleep because band music keeps going through my mind. -.- i was in bed, tossing and turning from 11pm to 1am+. tsk. den when i finally slept, i suddenly woke up again, to find myself thinking about band music. -cries- and now, i have swollen eyes, and a blocked nose. tsktsktsk.

yesterday's MD was nice. :D i love galaxy express 999 the most. its soooo paiseh to sit beside qt la. she even waved to the conductor (he smiled back), then she wave and wave, and then she do the peace sign. and he smiled back tooooo. qt also anyhow scream the names of other people. names of people whom she did not know. and this lady in front of chongxiang turned behind and laughed. LOL.

and we had dinner at clementi mac (again). and we bused home.

sososo discouraging. but im not going to stop.

2:15 AM;
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-Monday, January 07, 2008 '

HI DEREK!
-waves frantically-

EH HEH.

anw, i forgot something sooooo important today. -.- im actually that forgetful to forget something so important. tsk.

and it seems like people who went the jc course thing enjoyed themselves. well, i regret a little bit, for not submitting the PAE form now. BUT, at least i dont know new people (who may make me change mind about going to poly.).

SP's MD laterrrrr. :D

6:24 AM;
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-Sunday, January 06, 2008 '

i scrolled my december entries just now. and came to 1Dec2007's post. ehhh. the fsmb's first concert seems like its, more than a month ago. -.- but anw, i think i sound stupid in some entries. heh.

NITESSSSSSSSSSS!

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i expected people to comment about my blog song, but, no one did. -.- well, anw, i think its super cute. :D i like it, even if it doesnt match my blogskin. heh.

went to school today, in slippers (again). and i wasnt allowed in. -.- yes, again. but, this time, i said i was an ex-student. but govin was around, and said i needed permission from my band tcher first. -.- -.- -.- TSK. therefore, i bothered a few people. (sorry ah. =x ) and in the end, kk helped me borrow shoes from weekiang for me to enter school. HEH. THANKS SO MUCH! :D

and i stayed in the band store for a long time. doing nothing. maybe "stoned" would be a better word than "stayed". HAH. cos, i think the atmosphere just wasnt suitable for me to prac. and then ms chong came in, and i chatted with her for a while. and then i realised something quite bad. -sigh- ohya. i cant even make a single sound with alfred's oboe. tsk.

and then cleaned the band store with the juniors. i cleaned the qm cupboard with jingyi. (IM REALLY GLAD TO HAVE HER AS MY JUNIOR AND A QM!) but we didn get a chance to wash the band store thoroughly. but anw, the band store looks new, and neater, and prettier. :D

lunched and then back to school. and qt played with snails. EWWWWWW. ITS SOOOO DISGUSTING. but i enjoy looking at the guys screaming at the top of their lungs when qt scare them with it. HAHAHA. seriously, they have a higher voice than i do. HAHA. the highest pitch of my scream is not even anywhere near theirs. LOL.

oh, i dont like it when people come to sit around me when im practicing. if i offend anyone, im sorry. but anw, im really going to an ulu corner the next time im practicing. in that way, i'll dare to make mistakes la. heh.

thats one wordy entry for today. HEH.

i enjoy it when im around you. :D

9:58 AM;
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-Saturday, January 05, 2008 '

O level results coming out on 18/22 jan (shld be). i feel sososo uneasy. -heart beats very quickly-

3:46 AM;
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so many people changed number in the last 4 weeks. -.- lemme see.. i think around 6 or 7. O.O like sooo many people! usually, there would be 2 or 3 mths that no people chng number. LOL. or maybe, its because i have little people in my handphone contact list la. TSK. now im lazy to re-memorise the numbers of the people who i usually sms or contact. :P

and i dreamt about ms chong last night. HOHOHO. i forgot what it is though. therefore, i conclude that my dream is a pleasant dream. YAY. -.-

coffee prince!

you're really that powerful.

3:17 AM;
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-Friday, January 04, 2008 '

i think i can survive without my handphone. cos i dont really use it. and i dont really care about it. i can leave it aside for hours (or maybe even half a day) and then reply. HAHA.

i went school today (again), and i thought i would be very busy. but when i reached, everything was already done. if i knew, i wouldnt have went. o.o and then, i ended up practicing, and i played jy's piccolo. :D (without her permission. HEH.) next time when i practice, i shall go to some ulu corner in the school, where no one can find me. i shall leave my handphone in my bag too, so that im unreachable. HAHA. i'll make sure no one follows me, not even weikiat. HEHE.

oh. i think flute section would need only 1 or 2 sec ones. the more aint merrier. (:

and then dad and mom came to fetch me home.

nothing much today. i dont even know why i bothered to blog. -.- OHYA. i dislike/abhor people who act cute. its so super digusting alright. that kind of voice, those disgusting actions. i wonder if these kind of people would remain the same 10 years down the road. but i wont lose my appetite just because of those disgusting actions la. its not worth it. (:

drifting apart. (:

oh, i think you're kinda powerful in affecting me.

1:03 PM;
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-Thursday, January 03, 2008 '

im sooooo looking forward to alumni prac next monday! HAHA. eh, kok, if we not playing that piece, must tell me ah (tell me as soon as you know that we aint playing. :D). if not, i go there with high hopes, and then end up not blowing that piece. -.- LOL.

MONONOKE HIME MEDLEY!

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piano in the morning, and was late (as usual). -.- i played less than 2 lines, and tcher came in to give me something she bought from the states. and then we ended up talking about her trip to the states. LOL. my lessons are usually like that, unless its near the exams. tcher never gives me stress (i wonder if this is good or bad, but i think its good for me. :D ), and she showers all her students with motherly love and care. thats why i like her so much, and shes like a counsellor to many of her students. :D

and then i went home, to watch 2 episodes of coffee prince, and then i went to school.

i ended up taking the flautists for sectionals. -.- ok, next time i die die dont want to take. im not a teacher kind of a person. cos i either end up playing with them, or i end up scolding them. (the playing part is not flute playing, but those fooling around kind of playing. -.- ) and then, when its time to pack, i stayed on a little to practice. (thats the main reason i came to school today. -.- )

then went home. i bet weikiat got a little shocked by what i said today. HAHA. well, nevermind. i said it already, and i dont regret saying it out. (:

it aint stopping. i guess everything changed already.

12:30 PM;
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-Wednesday, January 02, 2008 '

i took back my handphone today. and there were no smses. HAH. but they came all at once after sometime. soo, i guess the network was jammed up. heh.

school is reopening tmr. and i dont have school! HAHA. but i have piano lesson in the morning. o.o long long never see my tcher already. and then, theres band prac in the afternoon. and i'll be going, in home clothes. :D not joining them. cos i shldnt, and also cos i have my own reasons. :B

i did something nice today. :D and that made me feel a lot better. plus, im watching that kdrama (the first shop of coffee prince, i think.), and its superrrr funny! HAH. and though im watching alone, i laughed like O.O . LOL. i guess the first day of 2008 is still fine. :D

NICE!

i listened to the INSPIRATION I version of our jericho. i think its worse than our SYF. -.- and i seriously think i need more volume. wayyyy more. and i need longer breaths too, to sustain notes without going flat. volume and long breath, i need you!

may the rest of the year go smoothly for me! :D

12:19 PM;
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-Tuesday, January 01, 2008 '

everyone is blogging about the year 2007. so i shall blog about it too. :D here it goes!

year 2007, the year which i enjoyed the most in secondary school life. (no, not because of O levels. -.-) the bond was strongest between classmates this year, as compared to the last 3 years. we all played hard, and worked hard, and im sure these efforts didn go down the drain. teachers were also nice to us all, though sometimes they were too pushy, but, its for our good. (:

then the SYF 2007 came, and hard work had to be put in to achieve our goals. though we didn manage to get what we wanted, i guess we didn let ourselves down. (:

prelims and the O levels came. i was extremely eager to see the end of it, and that was the time when i can truly enjoy myself. the O levels really ended rather quickly. the reminders of our teachers at the start of the year, always included "you guys are taking O levels at the end of this year ...". well, im glad its over now. :D

then the band camp, and band concert INSPIRATION I. they were both very successful! and thats when i really left the band, along with the other sec 4s who joined the concert.

and then the tpjc concert. its definitely great to know the flautists, be it the tpjc people, alumni, or chien teng. and for the 2 weeks of band prac in tpjc, i really enjoyed it. for those things that i shouldnt have done, im really sorry. to each and every one of you, im really very sorry. perhaps these words cant tell you the way i feel now, but i really dont know what else i can do. but anw, i still feels quite empty without those tpjc band pracs, thou travelling to and fro takes up 1/6 of my day. (:

and then the band bbq, which is also a huge success. long chats here and there, and people busy with the fanning of the pit. i think its all extremely enjoyable. :D

and then today, the last day of 2007. which i did somethings as stupid as to forget about my handphone. -.-

thats all i can rmb. i couldnt rmb how 2007 started (maybe with the rush to complete holiday homework? i dont know. Lol.), but as far as i know, i think its ending quite badly. im feeling quite awful, and im having a splitting headache. BUT ANW, I SHALL LOOK FORWARD TO YEAR 2008! which is coming in a few minutes time.

(i took this from i-dont-know-where. HAHA. i edited it a little though. HEH.)

HAPPY NEW YEAR PEOPLE!

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why did you have to do that?

1:46 PM;
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HAHA. stupid me. this is why.

i passed sth to liling this afternoon. i had to pass her things in 2 bags, one paper, one plastic. out of convenience, i dumped my handphone in the white plastic bag. and then i passed everything to her. i didn realised till it was after six. see. stupid, forgetful, whatever. HAHA.

therefore, if you have an emergency, and there is a need to contact me immediately or desperately, you can go get my house number from the class contact list, or if you wanna bother someone or save time, you can bother kok keong and get it from him. HAHA.

but then again, this feeling of being unreachable seems quite nice, as if theres nothing bothering me. :D

1:41 PM;
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